In contrast, Ryan has no experience whatsoever. He's never even held hands with a prospective partner, much less this. It's a little more than he'd bargained for, and it leaves him temporarily at He Ming's mercy as he's forced to just go along with his pace. He's close, he's too close, Ryan's trapped —

Forcing himself to calm down, he places his hands on He Ming's chest and leans up into the kiss to regain a little control. This isn't what he had in mind, but he thinks he can go with it.